Step 1 + Ramblings. Much music (:

Step 1 of the plan.
Removing from my life what will only cause pain. The easy stuff.
So, firstly, I must stop hurting you two because of my jealousy! You’re both incredibly dear friends to me, and I know I’m going to need you both throughout this (along with others!) and all you bring into my life. <3 (:
Secondly, the fights. Between me and Mel, within the group, they have to stop. Anything I’m involved in – will be resolved quickly, and peacefully.
Third – my own personal problems with people. This part of the step has already begun, with my apologies sent to some I fought with a few months ago. Things so far have been pretty good with one, and...yes...with the other. Though I know there’s plenty more to go! Another, I have hopefully fixed things with, that seems to be the general view. The others may still be yet to come.

Ramblings
There are four people who will help me so much with this. Who have helped me so much already. These four are the ones who made me realise I need to change, who have helped me realise what I need to change. These three guys, and one girl, are the reason I’m even writing about this right now!
Mel, Sanket, Aaron, Martin. My support group (:

I believe in the power of thought and will. I can only hope that my thought and will are strong enough to actually get through this change.
I managed to change into who I am, I’m sure I can change, again, into someone else.
Just last night I was saying that the only people worth changing for are those who accept you for you, and the only reason to change would be if who you are is harmful to those you love. I can say, with confidence, that who I am is only hurting those around me, those I love.

Listening to:
Blah Blah Blah – Ke$ha
Miserable at Best – Mayday Parade
Pour Me Out – He is We
Stella – All Time Low
Feeling Sorry – Paramore
Feeling: calm, confused, tired (: