So, last night was pretty good, and I'm glad I decided to go, but there were still a few things...
So it was probably the first time in forever that I've been out with friends and not had a spell of depression, that I've not purposefully pulled myself away because I felt so lonely. That really is an achievement, so thank you!
There was one point though, where for the first time in ages I've had to consciously force myself to smile, because what was wrong wasn't worth the drama ruining the night.
And admittedly, if there had only been one thing different, I wouldn't have gone, because I didn't want things to be awkward.
Uhhmmm I think that's all.
Though I'd really like ot not leave early next time (: If I go, anyway.
Oh, and did I mention I feel horrible today?
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