Me.

Yes, the real me.

I mean what I say. I won't tolerate inappropriate behaviour. I'm a bitch. I'm self-conscious. I'm a coward. I won't say it to your face, but chances are I won't say it behind your back either. You piss me off, I stay pissed off. At you. I love my friends, I tink they're awesome, even if the feelings aren't returned. I don't trust. I won't trust. I've stopped making people my everything. The only person who won't let me down is myself. I keep some promises, I don't keep some. I try to please everyone. If I can't manage a smile, then there is definately something wrong. If I can manage a smile, then there's probably something wrong. If I say something to you, I mean it. I seem two faced, but I just change my mind a lot. I'm forgetful, but I remember the small things. I make assumptions, face the consequences. If I'm a bitch to your face, then I like you enough to think that you deserve the truth. I complain. A lot. And not normally about what's really bothering me. If I don't wanna tell you, I won't tell you. You push me sometimes, and you get pushed away. You push me other times, and you get pulled in. I can't guarantee I'll always be nice. But I can guarantee I won't always be mean. I'm still growing, I'm still learning. I've mastered the art of sarcasm. I've mastered the art of insulting others intelligence. But I still don't always know when it's the right time to say the right thing and who the right person is, so often, I won't say anything at all. I think more than I talk. I don't talk that often though. When I'm silent, don't ever assume to know what I want. If I'm talkative, don't ruin the moment. There's always a song in my head. Music IS my life. I'm addicted. I have withdrawal symptoms when I don't have it. When someone asks me for something, I try my best to get it for them straight away. I never expect the same from others. My parents taught me respect and manners, but I know that they are some of the few parents that do that these days. I try my best to be nice to everyone, but that doesn't mean that people can't piss me off so much that I begin to dislike them. When I dislike someone, they know about it. I love manga, I love anime. I wish I could draw it. My thoughts are never one continuous train. Which has probably been rather evident in this. I'm a grammar and spelling "nazi." I prefer when people are nice. It makes them more beautiful. I find high school annoying, but university seems really exciting. I can't wait to get a job, and I want to love going to work. I love mystery, and I'm always curious to know what's going on, but it annoys me when I don't find out.

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