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I absolutely LOVE how my brother always manages to ruin my day.

Ok, I get it. So maybe I shouldn't have goten the pocky and saved up for dad's father's day present. I still haven't paid off mum's mothers day present. So what? It's not like I was ever likely to make that money by fathers day anyway, so you would've had to buy it whether I'd gotten the pocky or not. Plus, I found out about the present last night. I'd paid for half the pocky months ago.

I'm sorry that in the past 2yrs that I've been looking I haven't been able to get a job. I'm sorry that I can't even get hired at Mcdonalds. I'm sorry that you left school to go into a high paying job, and I have to take a gap year just so I have the money to go to the uni I want. I'm sorry that you always got everything you wanted and I never get anything. I can't help that nobody wants to hire me, that I've given up because nobody has and because it's too late to get a job here anyway cos we're moving. I already have to put up with Dad always at me cos I don't do any work around the house, so sorry dad that I've grown up with your high expectations, but I can't get into the uni I want if you're always bugging me to do stuff when I'm trying to study, cos I'm not as naturally smart as you seem to think I am. I already have to put up with mum always taking out her anger and frustration on me cos I'm the only one who puts up with it. I'm sorry I'm not the spoilt brat that you and Rhys are. I'm sorry if I have absolutely no energy to get up half the time, but you still expect me to spend hours standing to make money. I'm sorry that what little money I do get, I spend it on me because nobody else will spend money on me. I'm sorry that it was the year I'm doing my HSC that my parents decide to move out, and want to put the house on the market as soon as the exams start. I'm sorry that in between studying and stressing, I'm going to have to make sure my room is absolutely spotless.

You always just point out everything that's wrong with me, and you never take a look at what's actually going on. I'm sorry, but I'm not like you, I never was, and I was never as lucky as you were. I'm sorry ok.

Just please get off my back about everything!!