In the midst of everything that I've felt, that I've been in the past few weeks, there has been someone. Someone who I can lean on. Someone who listens to what I have to say, who convinces me that I've not gone crazy. Someone who has become my rock.
But now, his world has been shaken. I know not what by, I know not the circumstances of everything, of anything. But I've read what he's said. And he keeps repeating himself. And though I know not the details of current events, I can safely assume who it involves.
And thus, this is my message to who it involves.
Dear -insert the name of the one involved-,
I do not presume to have any idea what is going on. I do not presume to become privy to what is going on. But I've had some thoughts that I think you should hear.
I've not known what to say. In fact, my thoughts are barely making themselves into proper phrases and sentences, even as I write them. But, even so, I will write them.
My rock, the person who has been standing by this whole time. He loves you. He can't imagine a world without you. And I can't imagine, nor would I want to, him without you.
I won't say that you two are meant to be. But you two are meant to be, right now. Not necessarily in the future (though we can hope), but definately in the present.
He doesn't often exclaim his feelings for you, not in words, not out loud.
But that doesn't mean I can't see them. In how he is when he talks of you. His excitement at seeing you. How he is, is because of you.
You two, how you feel about each other, it has given me hope.
You have given hope to a girl who swore off of guys. Who is refusing to even imagine gettng married.
And when my rock informs me that he will not rest until he find me someone with which I will have a relationship as filled with love as his is with you... Well, I find it hard to believe that all that many people could have a relationship like that.
You're a beautiful, strong young woman. And he sees that, and loves you for it.
Though I am yet to find them, I'm sure you have flaws. Every human does (and I doubt you are some sort of robot-alien hybrid creature from the other side of the universe ;P).
And the amazing thing is, he loves you for all of them too.
And because of that, your imperfections are, in fact, perfect.
He doesn't care for anyone like he cares for you. His every moment with you is precious. Every conversation, every sentence, every word, every letter.
And nothing makes me smile like seeing you two writing "I love you" to each other on facebook. (:
I can't assume that I know what's going on.
And I know I can't mae it better.
I just hope things do get better.
Because you both deserve the best.
And for you, being with each other is the best.
Love from,
A Friend.
x
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